ollie the season starts this weekend, and again it doesn't seem right without you and your time's folder lol, look down on tommy and the boy's, still miss you and always will....

SO TRUE
Hello, Old Friend,
Oh, yes, you know
I lost my child a while ago.
No, no please
Don’t look away
And change the subject
It’s ok.
You see, at first I couldn’t feel,
It took so long, but now it’s real.
I hurt so much inside you see
I need to talk,
Come sit with me?
You see, I was numb for so very long,
And people said, “My, she is so strong.”
They did not know I couldn’t feel,
My broken heart made all unreal.
But then one day, as I awoke
I clutched my chest, began to choke,
Such a scream, such a wail,
Broke from me…
My child! My child!
The horror of reality.
But everyone has moved on, you see,
everyone except for me.
Now, when I need friends most of all,
Between us there now stands a wall.
My pain is more than they can bear,
When I mention my child,
I see their blank stare.
“But I thought you were over it,”
Their eyes seem to say,
No, no, I can’t listen to this, not today.
So I smile and pretend, and say, “Oh, I’m ok”.
But inside I am crying, as I turn away.
And so my old friend, I shall paint on a smile,
As I have from the start,
You never knowing all the while,
All I’ve just said to you in my heart.
xxx

Yvonne Jones (Friend)
March 10, 2009

season's almost upon us and thinking of you hun...... xxxx you will never be forgotten ollie

Ollie

Just thinking of you xxx

still missed xx

sending my thoughts and love to you ollie xxxxx

Tracey Jackson
December 29, 2008

still think of you all the time ollie, xx

Thinking of you today Ollie and always - love from The Kiff family xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Ol

We went to the pictures on Friday to see Wall-E. It's a great film - you'd have liked it! Thought about you ... was funny to think that exactly a year earlier we'd been at the church, then at Wayside, celebrating your life. God that seems like such a long time ago, you know?

Anyway, I know you don't need me to ask as you'll be doing it already, but make sure you help Jonesy settle in up there, won't you? Bloody hell man, he was flying on Sunday. He worked so hard for that second place, and he deserved so very much more.

Take care mate, x

seems like yesterday

cant belive its been over a year, almost every day i think of u oli in some way or another

Oh Ollie

Last year was in such shock that someone as wonderful as you had ben taken from us. Now a year on I am living through the past 4 months with my darling Steve joining you after being knocked off his Honda.

Ollie I know you will help him settle in - so you both take care and know how much we all love you x